Truefaced

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Walking On Ice. If I were to come upon a body of water frozen over , I might speculate the possibilities of crossing over to the other side by indeed walking on the ice. There would be much to consider and if any doubt of the ice's durability to hold me up, I am quite sure I would take a different route. Should I choose to start across I would be watching for signs of this being a good or bad choice.
So it is with relationships. Open my heart, give you my trust, let myself love you with unconditional surrender, Ice Walking.
The dunk being : unloved in return ? No. The dunk being : love not honored and cherished.
I the unloving one for so long have found that entering into the room of grace provides one most fantastic benefit.
You can be loved ! You can dare to love if you choose.
Now loved , my heart's desire is for other suffering souls to escape the emotional prisons they now live in and find the joy of this room of grace. I must hope that our Father will reveal His love to them using many ways. As I try to allow myself to be used in His plan I find myself on thin ice and quickly retreating to safe ground.
That is okay though. I do not give up , because He does not give up on me. Yes, it is true ! He never gives up on me.